Don't Cry for Me

 I think I'm still working on this one, but decided to post it anyway.

Don’t cry for me.

Don’t pray for me to change.

I like men.

I like women.

I don’t need sex with another person 

  to make me feel fulfilled.

I like physical interaction,

  I don’t get as much as I’d like.

I like the feeling of someone sleeping beside me.

I like to hug.

I like to spoon.

I like having a feeling in my gut that I only get

  when I see or think of that one person.

But I don’t like being controlled.

I don’t like when having sex makes me feel

  weak, inferior, like I’m doing something against my will.

I’ve felt passion from conversation,

I’ve felt passion from closeness,

I’ve felt passion during sex.

But after a while

The sex began to feel like control,

like ownership.

I don’t want to be with someone

  who thinks they own my body

  or have unlimited  rights to it 

  because of our relationship.

I want closeness.

I want exclusivity.

I want romance.

But i don’t need sex

  to prove there is love.